Lost.Empty.Full of Shit

2009-08-24T15:30:00.006+08:00

I am so happy i'm on leave today. But why does time have to pass so fast?

Can everyday be like today? On leave? Still kena paid.. Get it? I am seriously

dying of drinking too much.. and i guess smoking too.. I wished i had more

energy to blog and upload pictures and stuff regularly like other ppl.. But i

just dun have the time or energy or you can say i cant be bothered.. Its good

enough i log in to facebook sometimes.. Ppl ask me which mountain i live on..

Oei.. Hello.. I am busy working and the rest of the time going out with you

guys or others.. So that leaves me no time to log in to things like blogs,

facebook, msn, blah blah.. I have never been too good at the IT stuff..

Now no time makes it worst.. I dun even know what the hell is TWITTER!..

ok now i kinda do.. but still cant be bothered..

Funny thing.. Last time when i was very damn young, we ask for addresses

and keep penpals, then i was younger, ppl will simply ask for phone number..

NOw leh.. Ask for facebook add.. What the hell.. No wonder the govt very

scared with globalisation and stuff,ppl lose the basic capability like face to

face communication..

Some times i just wanna say maybe its better to keep in contact via phone..

I still think its more personalised this way.. At Least i will know what's going

on instantly.. If you post it on facebook i might log in after the event is over..

No wonder i become like mountain turtle..

Funny how i suddenly love to club.. Think its not abt clubbing.. If you ask me

to Zouk i still dun wanna go.. I guess i really love butter.. I have never been

there once without enjoying myself and totally exhausted from dancing!! And

i love the new friends known as the 'butter gang' haha.. Totally cool and fun ppl..

Love them!!

I am crapping.. Wanna go shopping but i am saving for my Bangkok trip.. I know..

Your must be saying BANGKOK ALSO MUST SAVE MEH?/ Oei. you think

wat? I earn peanuts, paying for so many loans, and i think i club smoke and

drink too much..

Whatever, i am broke..

I think Kurt is cute.. He is closest to the twin brother band group : SOLER that

i can find in real life.. Sorry ah, i have always have a thing for SOLER!! OMG!!

2009-07-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

I am here writing this damn entry while kena biten to death by god damn fleas.. What the hell..

I think i forgotten something but i dun know what..

Ok but i better remember that i have to attend the reunion on 22 Aug 2009.. I hope i better remember.. SO girls please remember to remind me.. I know i am pretty ass sometimes, but pls understand i only have one brain and i really have been bugged to death at work.. So forgive me.. I am itching all over.. God damn it..

WEll, present of the day.. A lawyer letter from some chicken shit owner.. Make ppl not free lor.. WTH!!

2009-07-21T13:35:00.003+08:00

I am just freaking bored with life i guess.... I dun know what i want and what i already have to feel blissed about... What happened to me ? The me who's all talks about directions, wants, goals and ambitions.. When did i stoop so low..

I thought i had morals, principles and shame.. But now i guess i lost everything.. Talk abt being pathetic.. I dun even know when i've become who i am.. Is this work life? I dun think so.. Its too pathetic a reason.. Its me.. Me all along...I am just evil.. No one else to blame..

Sometimes i worry that i might have split personality.. How can one ppl have so many sides and each side differ so drastically from one another...Haizz.. Why does one keep repeating the same mistake.. When will one really learn? Or issit that i am really too fortunate that i am taking it for granted...Women are evil creatures...

2009-03-02T12:44:00.007+08:00

I dun know why i feel like puking.. No I'm not pregnant.. Just the 'dun

feel like eating', 'dun feeling like talking', 'dun feel like doing anything

mood'.. Must be the overindulgence in work and lack of personal

life and excitement.. Sometimes i feel like 110 years old.. Dragging

my feet to work everyday.. Refusing to let myself feel.. Feeling nothing

for anything.. I cannot let myself pause

and feel.. If not i'll probably never get my ass up to work any more.. Must i say

it again? I hate to work.. I hate how my life is turning out to be..

Is it really 'Life sucks and you die?"..

Ok maybe its 'Life sucks, you work, you are still poor and you still die.."

What the hell...

Its even worst..

I need to meet new ppl.. Desperately.. But i dun know how.. Ya i meet

NEW ppl everyday, but nothing much interesting happen.. Maybe i should

rephrase.. I need new friends!!

Ok i miss my old friends as well.. I hate having to rush home after drinks

or dinner just because i am working tomorrow.. I hate ppl talking

down to me.. I hate ppl expecting this and that..

Haiz.. I am letting myself feel for a little while.. Everything sucks,...

Question open to all..

Who can let me be Tai Tai i immediately marry him ah..

Well, i have been asking some, apparently nobody can do that.. WTH..

The next ppl i meet i will pop that question first.. Haha if you can,

pls can i be your friend??

WTH...

Ok on the brighter side, i met a cute guy just now..

Sorry girls, not the rich condo owners or whatsoever, not even close..

Haha he is some toilet bowl guy..

Ok lah i abit mean to say that, he is the management of some toilet bowl com..

Haha, doesnt make it sound better too..

Ok lets try again, He works for a toilet bowl company..

LOL..

Still not good? Ok la.. He is an employee somewhere.. LOL

Thats the best..

Well, he is cute la, but he is a MA REN!!

Wei, you dun form opinions yet hor..

Some MA REN damn yandao one hor..

Doesnt mean they are poorer than us either..

I have met a few who have more money than the Singaporean guys here lor..

Then they also more thoughtful and gentleman lor..

So dun anyhow hor...

Haha..

HE ASKED FOR MY NAME..

WTH..

Its work contacts la.. Can..

2009-01-09T13:39:00.026+08:00

A Merry Week

20 Dec (Sat)

Every body!! Aileen's little girlie's first month!! Little Elizabeth is

so pretty! Sleeping half of the time. Too bad I didnt get to carry her that day.

Anywayz, its such a pleasant surprise to see so many familiar faces

again!! I cant believe I havent seen some for like 7 years!! OMG!!

Anyway, everyone looked so much better and are doing things that

are so much more meaningful.. Hee.. Still the old saying goes: I missed

those good old days...

Old Friends.

Little Elizabeth.

22 Dec 08 (Mon)

As a yearly thing, the 3 old friends will meet up to exhange prezzies.

Though this year abit special. We all shared to buy each other's presents.

So it ended up the other 2 already knew what they were getting for

their presents except me..

We were supposed to eat somewhere in Turf City, after changing here and

there for so many times. Still we didnt get to eat whatever we came for

instead we settled for good old days 'marina south' type of steamboat.

Haha need I say it again? But i miss those days.

The 3 Old Friends.

I hate my Corporate Look.

24 Dec 08

Merry Merry Christmas! The long awaited Christmas gathering. Last year I

didnt managed to spend Christmas with the gang, other than eve, juan, sheen

and ling. Well, we were at Aleste 'party' and apparently, he is not too

popular with some..

Well, anyway, its nice to spend it with young ppl who couldnt care less once

in a while.

Attendance.

We look pretty stupid.

But..

WHATEVER!?!?!

My camera doesnt work well without flash.

Don't judge the food by our looks. Cause it really kinda STINKS!!

Muahaha..

They say I have pretty lashes.

HAHAHA.

We played a DUMB game called 'Gu Gu Jiao'...

My Present.

Guess what it is ?

A Weighing MAchine...

FABULOUS...

At least we managed to take a proper decent photo.

We managed to capture the GATE-CRASHERS!

Haha.. ok la they were pretty fun to be with.

They started to get a little crazy.

The last proper scene, before the BOYS started to have fun with the

"Carli Pock" / " Tau Pock" thingy..

I dun really know why it is fun..

Anyway they started to squash each other by lying on top of each other.

The one at the bottom was supposed to be 'Carli-pocked'???

LOL..

Dun ask me. Must be some army guy stuff...

Before the night ended.

26 Dec 08

Boxing Day!! Though we didnt have any boxes around, we had a fabulous day.

Went with my mum and sis to SunTec for shopping. I bought my Mum to the shop

where I bought the most expensive thing in my life : $366 Dress

Hah!!

But I LOVE it!!

Anyway, My mum bought another dress which is supposed to be like the

same series as the one I bought. Mine's short, her's long. But the pattern and

material used are similar, so we will be like SISTERS!!

My REAL sister told us to stand far away from her that night..

LOL

Think she's feeling the Threat..Muaha..

The two dresses are really pretty and I cant wait to let everyone see..

But still, I will only the package on 17 MAy 09..

Ok back, its so nice not to be working, but lazing ard in malls, spending

a hell lot of money and rotting in some nice cafe. At least there is no crowd.

I think i am BORNED to be Tai-Tai.

Haha...

NOBLE HOUSE.

Waiting for food!

My Daddy.

Groupie.

2 Jan 09

I dun have any photos for this, but I think its worth writing. On 2 Jan, my sis

to organize a BBQ session for the family. And my DAD decided to ask my

uncle's family along. Not my mother's side, but my Father's side.

You know.. the side that I am not exactly feeling very comfortable with.

I just cannot believe it that two families can Hee Hee and Ha Ha with each

other like old friends...

Talking abt PRing.. LOL.

Anyway the food was fabulous and damn expensive for a damn BBQ. My Sis

literally went all over S'pore to get those stuff. Prime lamb rib, Sirloin steaks,

cheezy sausages, stingrays, beacon cheese oysters..

Yum! Best BBQ food ever. It taste fit for a 5 star restaurant.

I must say my sis is a good cook. Lucky Sammy...

P/S: I cant wait for 3 more weeks. Then the 4 old friends will get together

to sing: Kel, Me Clare, Boon. Haha.. Those days. Who wanna see those

horrifying videos of mine? I dun really mind cause I dun really

have an 'IMAGE' anymore.

How Abt 100 bucks I let you see CLARIS in it??? LOL..EVIL!!

P/P/S: Its so exciting to see my sis's gown fitting sessions..

The atmosphere is literally crackling with excitement.

ok, maybe its me and my over-reaction.

2008-11-26T13:36:00.026+08:00

MUCH TO TELL....

KYAN's ANNIVERSARY

It was such a pleasant surprise when I opened the letter box and this

lovely invite fell out. Though I knew abt the plan a gazillion months

ago, it was still a pleasant surprise: like FINALLY!!!

and so, the BIG day came. BIG because I am gonna take the last exam for

possibly the last time in my ENTIRE life!!!

Oh MY GOD!!

It seemed like yesterday I had my orientation..

Goodness...

Well, right after the examination of 2.5 hrs, I flew down to

SENTOSA COVE!!

The next IN thing in town!!

To be very frank, I was freaking tired and my brains are like

dried up after 2 mths of rushing 3 projs and 1 week of

studying day and night...

So it turned out that I looked like shit in all the daylight pictures...

But WHATEVER?!!

I still love my girlies!!

On the Deck.

Trying to catch the seaview. Though it was a little pathetic

cause all we see is construction and parked yacht ard us.

Soon, the sun started to set.

The only sad part of the evening was that it started to drizzle a little

and it really wasnt nice to be on a yacht when the wind is blowing

and the sea is rocking, cause we will go left and right too.

And soon, some ppl might get a little seasick.

Since its the first time I have ever been onto a yacht, I was very excited but

a little seasick as well. Nevertheless, the fun made me forget everything.

630pm in the evening and its DOLL-UP time!!!

And i simply love dressing up with the girls!!

MAking-up.

I was one of the few who got ready first.

When i said we should get ready at 630pm, everyone was like HUH??

SO EARLY FOR WHAT??

HAHA...

You know what when everyone finally gotten ready at last, it was freaking 9pm!!!

Can you believe it?

5 girls taking turns to bath and shave the legs,

followed by make-up,

and it took 2.5 hrs!!

Poor Terrance and Fergus had to be thrown outside the room while waiting for us..

Muahaha...

So finally, we were ready!!

Nice Mr Fergus, Chan Chuan Zhi made Lychee Martini for me, though I knew technically

it was Lychee Volka. Cause we didnt have martini.

Anyway, I will never forget this guy's chinese name, cause I didnt know

he had the exact name as a TCS actor!!

Muahaha!!

On the deck once more.

This time I was ready to rock and roll and look my best!!

A group pic.

Finally Christina is HERE!!

I mean she was there a long time, but she was very busy being a social

butterfly and organizing the cake and stuff, so she was like literally not there..

Pigging out. We were starved.. But when the food arrived

we realised we were no longer that starved, cause we wolf-ed down at least 8 chicken pies?!!

So nice to have dinner and booze on a beautiful yacht.

One Degree 15.

Our Yacht.

Nice drinks.

No idea who made them, but it sure looks yummy.

Prize giving Ceremony.

AND I GOT A CARTIER FROM KYAN!!!

U---HHUUU!!!

Birthday Surprise for the BOY.

Time to go home at 4am.

Sad. I was planning to stay over, apparently we didnt have enough rooms and beds.

Even if the girls share a bed, we have 5 of us plus 2 straight guys..

So anyway, we need to sleep so we decided to head home.

Nevertheless, its a once-in-a-lifetime evening.

I had so much fun and it really allowed me to forget all the unhappy things

for a moment.

Thanks KYAN for everything and i love you so much!!

High School Musical & Gotham Penthouse

This post should have been here a gazillion years ago, but i didnt managed to get

hold of the pictures from Kyan.

Anyway we decided to go for the

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL on ICE!!!

After the show, we went for the 'long-planned, but didnt managed to materialize'

clubbing session!! Since the SQ ppl could sign us in free, we decided to head to

GOTHAM PENTHOUSE!!

Dien told me it was a club for old woman to find young man.

HAHA!!

Dun you wish ya girlfriend was HOT like me...

Dont ya wish ya girlfriend was freak like me..

Dont ya??

Or do you wish your girlfriend was HOT like them???

Muahaha...

$800 Spent

I am such a spend-thrift!!

Yesterday I went for a complimentary facial and end up signing up

for a $688 facial session.

It wasnt too bad, cause its 15 sessions and 1 session is abt 45 bucks..

But still, I cant believe I am spending money before i get my pay!!

I FOUND A Job!!!

Waahhaha..

You know what?

My aim was to find a job asap I graduate?

and start work by 1st Dec??

Well..

I did IT!!

I was abt to give up that hope already.

But the fri before I went for study break, I went for the interview,

and by the following mon, I got the job!!

U---HUUU!!

I only signed the appointment letter this Mon.

They were very nice and told me the sign only I finish my exams so as not to

distract me..

Anyway I am happy with the pay and my job!!

I hope the rest of the things will be as happy...

2008-09-26T15:39:00.011+08:00

OMG !!! I found them in my wardrobe just now.. SO much memories

i'm almost

bursting with excitement!!!

My CHEERLEADING UNIFORM from Sec Days!!!!

My godness! How many of you kept these??

How many of you thrown them down the chute??

You deserved to be spanked!!!!

I have been dancing with those lovely Pom Poms for the last

15 mins. Haha!!

Makes my feel so alive.

Did i tell you guys we won the 3rd place in the

NATIONAL CHEERLEADING COMPETITION 2001?

Yup. That's rite! That's us!!

I was captain then, and all my cheerleaders were my babies!!

Who has those photos??

CAn you pls surrender it?

I think its Sheena!!

Remember those photos where Juan was tossed till like 2 storeys high?

My god!! There were those shiny boards with words on them rite?

If you guys have it, anyone, pls send them to me can???

PLS!!!

Ohhh, i miss those days....

Too bad i only found the skirt for Magnum Force.

The cheerleading team for Ngee Ann Poly.

I dun know where i left the top though. If not you guys would

have seen that uniform too. Hee~

Canopy Walk @ Alexandra Rd

My life kinda is boring recently. Nothing major happening.

Haven been going out to anyway exciting. Well. Kinda like AH MA.

Rite. So i went to the 9 km walk at Alexandra Rd. Dun know whats the

name of it. Anyway here is it.

Harbour View.

On the Bridge.

Super Not "Natural".

Canopy Walk @ Kent Ridge Park.

Pretty Pink.

Flowers That Looked Like Butterfly.

I discovered a garden thing that is part of the trail.

I forgot what it is called, but its really pretty.

Many different kinds of flowers, some of which i have

never seen before! Good place to just lay on the grass and do nothing

There is this spanish restuarant that has really nice views.

MAybe i will try that out one day!

There is this place where wedding banquet can be held.

I believe its cheaper and really nice, if you like the garden concept.

2008-09-09T00:03:00.004+08:00

Since its a little late to start getting any work done, I decided i shall use this time to

blog whatever i haven blog for a long time. First thing first:

I have been trying very hard to sleep earlier and wake up earlier to 'train'

myself for work force in 3 month's time. Today, i finally started going through some

available job opportunities and seriously amending my CV for sending. Just amending

the CV makes me nervous already. How to go interview?

Anyway, its a tough choice to make since i have to decide between what i am good

at and where the big money is. Sadly to say, for me, these two dont mix.

I think i am better at management and marketing stuff but investment is

where the big money is. Reseach sounds useful and interesting to my general

development, but sounds a little like investment too. Haiz.

Anyway, I am sending my CV to all 3 to see how it turns out. 3 also sound so good

how to resist? Haiz. I hope i get a job once i finish my papers.

A little depressing because the market is turning from bad to worst recently.

Well, i am still crossing my fingers.

Oh YA! Before i forgot, I emailed my lect for job opportunities in Dubai.

YES ppl, your never see wrongly. If everything goes fine, and heaven allows, I

will be posted to Dubai to curve out a career of my own.

Some are positive and encouraging while others are sceptical, mainly

because they think i cannot make it in their competitive society.

Whatever it is. If chance comes by, i will hop on.

Secondly, for gossip sake, ask yourselves a question. Would you

girls still stick to a man or even marry him when this is what he says behind

your back to his guy friends:

Guy friend: " When are you getting married?"

Him: " Soon ba, cause she wants to get married badly."

Guy friend: " Why do you wanna get married to her?"

Him: " Oh, because if not, nobody would want her liao."

Guy friend: " ?"

Him: " come on. your all know i got together with her because it was the last resort ma."

Ok, ppl. The 'last resort' happened something like this, Let's name this guy A and the gf B.

This A was going after a particular girl 2 years ago when he was a single man.

This girl apparantly didnt like him at all. So he was so upset and was drunk and

being a nuisance for a period of time. I witness that myself.

B was the girl's friend. So after A couldnt get the girl, he went after B, while still

fooling ard outside as i heard from A's guy friend. Of cos B didnt know anything.

Sadly to say, such episode happened till now. Only it got a little worst.

A has became very arrogant just because he thinks he earns alot. My mama always

said, guys, when they have money, backside also become itchy.

So thats what happen, A continued his fooling ard, spend his money, boost

his ego, while B continued being a cow waiting to be 'milked'.

I am sorry cause i sound abit crude. Anyway, as the way A's parent expect, B is

willing to get married with him and 'apply for a flat'. The thing is on top of these

unknown shit behind B's back, B is expected to travel alone

from dun know where just to 'find' him at his place, when he has a car and

petrol sponsored by his dear boss.

So i have heard, A hits B when they quarrel and even when he does it at home,

his parent can pretend dun know and act blur.

"NO la, he wont do such a thing one."

PUI!!!

How many times i have seen such shity parents who act blur when

their kids are apparently not at the losing end.

So ladies, what would you do if you were the pathetic COW?

For me personally, i would get some life and kick his ass..

p/s: I am having some rough patch in my relationship....

2008-08-26T22:37:00.005+08:00

ATTENTION!! HELP NEEDED!!!

Hey everyone who loves me or even if you don't pls help me go

to this link and fill up the survey form!! Just take you 1 min!!

Pretty PLS!!!

Thanks a million!!!

Help Me Pass It ALong TOO!!!

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=MBj8qfLArb4eJHNCqxWrdg_3d_3d

2008-08-26T00:36:00.003+08:00

School can really kill people. Dont know if its the Singapore system

or everywhere else is the same. I am so tired today. Suddenly feel that i have alot

of things to do.

Firstly:

Which stupid project must hand up in 2 weeks time?

Its 30% of the total assessment mind you.

Secondly:

Which stupid ppl wanna segregate case study with dissertations?

And how come dissertation gets more modular credits, more time

and at least some stupid samples to guide them?

How come case study has only 4 modular credits(Dis got 8), and

less time (only3 mths) and NO samples at all to follow? Then how do

we know what is expected of us? And because case study got less

modular credits we have to take an EXTRA module compared

to the dissertation ppl.

Today the stupid lecturer asked me to meet him at 12noon

when i have no classes AT ALL on Mon, and i have to go to school

just to freaking meet him for 15 mins!!! Totally waste of my

bus and MRT fares OK!!

And you know what?

The lecturer told me we have to do exactly what those dissertation

ppl do other than providing a literature review!!! WTF!!! You see

the unfairness? May i know how the hell am i supposed to do all

of these in 3 Months??? Some more do survey leh. Wah Kaoz!!

At least next time i am working i dont have to behave like a moron

getting slapped on the face by other morons just for asking them qn.

And some more the lect says the sample size must be at least

200 ppl!!!! WTF AGAIN!!!!HEllo, sometimes i wonder did they

go thru the same thing? If not is it that they enjoy grilling ppl??

Then good lor, today i finally realised the urgency and tried to

start working on the CB paper before the work of the semester

finally pile up so high i cannot breathe. You know What?? I am just

so freaking tired because i only slept at 3 plus yest and woke up at 10 plus to

go to school for just 15 mins!!! I cannot do anything now lor.

I am half dying and my eyes hurt....

2008-08-18T00:33:00.017+08:00

My Date

As i mentioned in the earlier blog, I was going to an Orchestra

Performance on Sat. Well, here it is!

Concert Tickets For 4.

Before we started the ball rolling we dined at

Billy Bombers in Marina Square after a

little hic-cough at the stupid garage.

(Some flecks of paint went onto our car's side body.)

Anyway, everything is fine. It was lucky

that we managed to join Dien for dinner

before the show.

Dining.

The Guys.

I Like My Little Dress From BKK.

My Date.

Dien's 'Date'.

Echoes Of The Valley

Presenting

FIRE.

I have to mention that it was such a splendid

performance. Thoroughly touching and creative.

Instead of a traditional chinese orchestra,

this one infuses a modern rock to its flavour,

making it more imaginative and interesting.

Traditional chinese instruments like the

PIPA & ER HU fusing into the heavy beats

of the western drums and the distinctive sounds of

the Cellos. Totally cool and unexpected.

And mind if i mention that the conductor is so

cute looking. Hee~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Your have not seen Happy For Some time right?

So here is all of it!!

Enjoy!!

Take 1.

Take 2.

At least Happy looks so adorable here!

Arghhh!!!

Did i tell you he hates to take pictures?

I Love Him!!

A Near Perfect Shot.

Ok I Forced Him To Take This One.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

P/s: Its so nice to have a two person steamboat

session at home.

P/p/s: I am soooo into the Olympics now!!!

I Love the Gymnastics!!

2008-08-13T01:09:00.013+08:00

The Last Summer Break

Today marks the last day of my long and final hoilday in my entire life.

A little unbelievable. I know i know. You must be thinking i'm kicking up

a big fuss over nothing, when you have already been working for like yrs

already. Well, cant i just enjoy this moment a little more?

So anyway, Mr Nice Guy, Huan Yun took me out for lunch again.

What i mean ' took' is that its his treat again. Oops!

Hee.He is so nice that he is giving me lunch treats on his pay day

for 3 times in a row! Which technically means 3 mths.

He was telling how much he must let me try this Jap Buffet in

China Town. So finally, we went.

Filled To The Brim.

Himawari.

The Boss.

The restaurant was not too bad. You can eat till you puke.

I think they are quite famous of their Sha-bu Sha-bu. I like the

Sashimi (as usual). Well, at least this is fresh enough!

Its considered pretty ok for that price. Lunch will be $30++

Anyway, after bursting our stomachs, we went for the promised

KTV session. Oh i miss those days when i sing every week.

Anyway, as i said earlier, today is perhaps my last holiday because i'll

be graduating really soon in another 3 months?

Sometimes this feeling really sucks. It is like i'm at this T-junction,

I'll really have to decide what to do and where to go.

Which route to take really? The left? The right? Go Straight?

Or just stop?

A wrong route may just make me lost throughout my life

or it might hinder my progress and waste more time.

It is really a scary feeling to know that you are finally leaving

school behind forever.

Some said the outside world is much better because money is a

powerful thing, while many still tell me how nice it is to be

a student. Well, for once, I'm really coming out to the 'world'

and by then i'll probably know which is better.

I'm looking forward to it, yet I am scared.

I'm scared of not finding job.

I'm scared of not finding the right job.

I'm scared of getting lousy pay.

I'm scared i will just suck in everthing.

I know i'll definitely miss my holidays

Just rotting at home reading a book,

thinking abt nonsensical stuff.

I always hated school from the beginning.

In secondary school, i always skip lessons thinking that the outside

world is much more colorful and exciting. I only started to realise how

nice it is to be in school when i graduated and everyone is leaving.

In Poly, i only went for Tutorials and skip almost every Lect.

I only started appreciating campus life in my last sem.

In Uni, times were tough and i didnt have the time or energy

to enjoy myself as much as i could.

Still, i am trying here to enjoying whatever time that is remaining.

It is so sad to just see time slipping thru your hand no matter

how hard you try to grasp it.

It will be gone and will never come back.

Something i have learn in the process of growing up.

Kelvin said i am living in the past, although it felt like a slap across

the face, never once i felt like i was foolish.

Perhaps people will grow apart when they grow older, but i will hold

on for as long as i can.

Perhaps i will be heart-broken again on the way, but i know i'll never

regret having those fond memories. Having done those things.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Anyway, on a lighter note, I'm going on a date to a Concerto!

Me and Bf, Dien and dun know who. Anyway, i really

missed those days where we went for theatrical plays and musicals.

I am glad bf made an effort to at least try to learn to appreciate

such stuff. He knows i will feel miserable if such things were

permanently cut out of my life. Aww..

Another lighter note, I think i am going to the F1 race in Sept!!! OMG

I wanna be the bunny girl!!

Okok, seriously, as long as bf give the green light i'm going to

book tickets to the race!!! Ok fine, i can only afford the walk-abouts.

Definitely not those grand stands! The highest cost a whooping 2k plus

and the cheapest is like 200 plus!! My god!

I wished i had that money though.

I love F1!!!!

2008-08-04T23:52:00.047+08:00

Road Trip To M'sia

6am: Setting Off

Tired.

My family decided to have a one day short trip to M'sia since its

been many years ago that we actually went on a trip.

Bro and Dad rid with us, while Mum with Sammy & Sis.

7.20am: Ah Soon Bak Kut Teh

After a short pit stop at a petrol station, we started the ball rolling.

Malaysia Morn.

Hearts were light and stomach can go exceptionally hungry. Mornings

in M'sia can be so pretty.

Hungry People.

Bak Kut Teh.Baby Clams.MaYou Chicken. (Approx. 174RM)

8.30am: Hitting The Roads. (Approx. 41km)

The most interesting part of a road trip is to enjoy the scenery.

Sing Your Way.

Rural Sight.

Into The Mountains.

9.20am: Kota Tinggi

The Entrance.

9Rm Per PPl + 5RM Per Car.

Fed & Watered.

Warm Sun.

Boiling Our Legs.

Water So Refreshing.

The water was so cool and clear, we all regretted not bringing our bathing suits.

When You're Happy & U Know, U Clap Your Hands.

Nice.

Small.

Medium.

Large.

4 Guys.

3 Girls.

Happy Moments.

They Say We Look Alike.

11AM: Hitting The Roads. (Approx. 57km)

To The End Of The World.

Blazing Sun.

12pm: Desaru

The Sun, Sand & Sea.

The Beach.

Take Me By The Hand, Take Me Somewhere New.

Fit For Brochures.

Of cos, compared to places like Maldives or Carribean this is like a slum

But considering its just a 2 hrs drive from Sg, it is not a bad substitution.

This part of Desaru is facing the South China Sea.

Nice to just rot on the beach, definitely better than Sentosa 10 times.

Not too crowded and thus less pollution and stuff.

1.15pm: Hitting The Roads (Approx. 10km)

Unbearable Heat.

Terribly tired and hungry.

1.45pm: Kg.Sg.Renggit

This place is right next to the sea and its extremely famous for their good

quality lobsters.

This restuarant has been on UChannel a few yrs back on Michelle Chia's food show.

Famous For Lobsters.

Sorry. Too Hungry.

Anyway, that's Crab, Home-made Nor-hiang, Vege, Indo Sea Prawns, Fried Buns

Didnt have Lobsters as they are too small (approx. only 300gm) and

cost a wooping 110RM per kg. Not Worth it.

4.15pm: Ostrich Farm

My Sis was screaming to go to the Ostrich Farm in the area.

Egg Almost As Big As A Face.

Lesson Learnt: An Ostrich Egg is approx 30 chicken eggs add together

and it takes at least 20 to 25 ppl to finish the whole thing.

RM 10 Each.

Beautiful Big Bird.

Like alot of species, males are always the more attractive ones.

The females looked a little scary as the feathers are like coming off

and they have bare patches on their big bodies.

Scared Faced.

There is a good reason for it.

Lesson Learnt: An Ostrich's leg can kick a thing up to 500kg.

So to them we are literally like cotton pillows.

Only My Dad Was Brave Enough.

Goes Round and Round.

This is so damn funny. My bro was in front holding dried corn luring the bird.

He was going round and round the table.

The big bird also went round and round.

Then my sis joined too.

Round and round.

BanG! You 're So Dead.

This is a super well-trained bird I tell you.

To be exact he is some kinda chicken.

The farm personnel said:

"In the whole farm you are the most noisy. Now Don't MOVE!"

The chicken immediately freeze and turn over.

Legs and all rigid.

He doesnt even moved when you throw food at it. So Damn Funny.

After the 'show' the farm personnel said:

"Ok Ok enough already. So Noisy. Now you Go home!"

So damn funny.

The chicken immediately walked back to its cage, with its owners holding the cage

door open.

I think it is even more well-trained than Happy la!!

4.55pm: Hitting The Roads Again. (Approx. 120KM)

Poor Bf.

He and Sammy were the Drivers for the whole day.

I cant believe he actually didnt fall asleep.

I felt so guilty because i Zonked out the moment i crawled back to the car

Just so freaking tired.

Some more its a straight 2 plus hrs drive.

Bro slept like a pig.

7.10pm: Taman Sentosa (Lau Beijing)

Fresh Oyster @ 8RM Each.

Fish Maw Soup @ 12 RM Each.

Garlic Oyster @ 8 RM Each.

Bamboo Clams

We ate Kang Kong and Sea Cucumber too.

But i forgot to take pics.

The food is by far the best and environment most comfy.

Of cos it comes in a price tag.

8.20pm: Heading Back To SG

After a long but enjoyable day, we all are happy to go home too

as we were missing Happy like mad.

We decided to take the Second Link instead of Woodlands

to avoid the jam.

So we hit the N-S Highway.

A place where notorious and horrible crimes take place so often.

I was a little worried as none of us knew the way and my Dad

was the only 'MAP'.

In the end luckily we asked the ppl at the toll station to confirm the routes.

If not it will be a 3hrs drive and we will all end up in KL!!

My sis was actually praying that it will happen so that it will be an advanture.

Cant believe it!

Lesson Learnt: Get off at Senai Exit, it will take you straight to another highway

which goes straight to Tua Checkpt.

To conclude things, I am glad the trip materialized after talking for sooo long. It is a good

getaway if people do not really have that much time or money.

It too achieve the effects of a good well-earned hoilday!

P/s better to go in a big grp.

Total Spending: Approx. 900RM (7 Pax)

2008-07-25T12:17:00.011+08:00

Lit Class 2002

Dedicated to my beloved Jing Jang Gang...

(Sorry, ppl but you will have to click on the pic to enlarge yourselves.)

As i read this letter, i was suddenly overwhelmed with emotions,

memories come crashing in. I am reading this letter with tears in my

eyes but a smile on my face.

I am thankful to all the teachers who had ever

gave me words of encouragement or simply just an assuring smile.

I am who i am because of you. Thank you.

2008-07-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

Bad Experience

This post is a little late because it happened last Sun. But anyway i need to tell you guys!

DO NOT VISIT NIHON MURA JAPANESE RESTAURANT

(Commonly known as Re Ben Chun)!!!

A few reasons why:

Never once we felt 'welcomed' by any staff from the time we stepped into the restaurant.

There was a particular staff, a girl, who was rushing here and there screaming EXCUSE ME! Even when the place has very limited space, and as a server i think she should be the one letting the guest go first. And she was dashing ard the 'restuarant' knowing that she will knock someone over sooner or later.

The Chawamushi is dead cold. I mean i didnt order egg pudding or something?

The Chicken Katsu Curry is served and cooked in a clay pot. Like the Korean Stone Pot Rice? Ends up with alot of hard and 'chao-ta' rice at the bottom making it impossible to eat without losing feeling in your teeth(because of all the rice stuck at your teeth). To top things up, Chicken Katsu with 2 drops of curry? Have you eaten anything like that before? Not a Don, Not a Bento, Not curry either? WHat the fish?

The Salmon Sashimi is like the worst off all? Who has ever eaten sashimi with fish scales in them? Raise your hands pls? What the fish? Other than the old Genki Sushi i never thought i would ever come across a worst place, they claimed to be a Jap Restaurant. Not only that. The grains on the fish was like coming off. Wanna eat Salmon Sashimi in Strips?

The mini lobster dish. The lobsters are worst than prawns. I meant Lobsters are like the king of prawns, yet it tasted worst than prawns. All hard and dried-up.

Very much over-priced. Ate only these few dishes and it cost 60bucks for 2. It has nothing to do with the price. But it is truely insulting that these so claimed ' Jap Restaurants' are charging prices that are totally unreasonable given their quality of food as well as service.

They charge GST when they are worst than food court hawkers and Service Charge when they do not provide SERVICE at all!! All the food and stuff and self-service!

I still dun get it why the newspaper once featured them as a recommendation. But well, ppl always say these stuff are so commercialize that you dun really get the best things..

Anyway, on another note. I think i need to express my gratitudes to Mr Tan Dien. For being a third party in my relationship. Well, those who dont know who. Dien is bf's 'childhood' friend, while I knew him during my Sheraton Days. He has been a steady friend.

Well, according to my last post, i was totally disappointed and losing hope. I am glad we met up with him last Fri for a drinking session again. Despite how hard we tried, we still talked thru the night till 6am. My god. Well, morale of the story is that he managed to make me see stuff which i couldnt and realised stuff that i didnt. At the end of the day, i was able to breathe again. So thank you my friend!

2008-07-16T13:22:00.008+08:00

WHO AM I?

Actually I dont know how to start off. I cant tell exactly what's bothering me,

just that things aint exactly too good between me and bf. There's nothing

technically wrong abt the whole thing, maybe I am the reason why something

seems wrong. Everytime ppl ask me if i still felt love or being loved. I seriously

did ask myself that question and I thought to myself, the answer is YES. But

somehow something keep tugging me at the end of my mind, with this thorn

in the flesh there is no way i can feel thoroughly happy and blissed. True, we

do have happy moments, but i always felt that they are so short-lived.

Everything something happens, you forget all those smiles and laughters

when you are happy.

There are times when I cant help but wonder, what will life be like if I

was without him, if our relationship was just to end. I dont know actually,

but I feel a sense of numb sadness in me when I imagine he was not there

anymore. No one to take my shit, no one to be there, just standing there

when I dont feel like talking abt it. But I know ultimately, no one will die

literally because someone left.

Nevertheless, is it worth keeping the relationship if there are so many times

you feel so drained and tired? Is the relationship a too heavy one? Are there

too many scars from the relationship that it is better off that we both walk

away to start afresh?

Like I said, there is nothing technically wrong. But it is difficult and straineous

to carry upon someone else's load on top of my already heavy one. It was

bearable in the beginning, but as time goes by, things happen, scars are

inevitable.

People say, 'Do be careful of what you wish for'.

Many years ago I wished that he was better off in his career: It came

true, but gone was his attentiveness, in came his short-tempered-ness.

Some years ago, I wished that he was more independent: It came true,

but gone was his willingness to listen and to discuss issues, in came his

'acting-on-his-own'.

Yet some more time ago, I wished that he could have more plans for his or

maybe even our future: It came true, he went to take his Diploma,

but gone was our connection, in came a big gap between us.

Many years ago, some one said to me, " Your expectations are too high for him,

did it even occur to you that it is gonna create alot of stress for him and alot of

strain on the relationship?"

It haunts me till today. Now that I think back, I think what he said is true.

Some time ago, some one said to me," Maybe this is not the way he wants life to

be, different people want different things. You need plans, power and have high

expectations abt life, but maybe he needs something lesser. Maybe all he wants

is a simple life, a wife, two kids, a normal, 'enough-to-support-family' kinda income."

Perhap its because of me, because of my own desire, my own expectations. I was

thinking, when did this begin? When did it started that we no longer laugh over

silly matters? When did it started that we stopped feeling happy abt things we felt

happy abt intitially? When did it started that we no longer talk abt love and all

we talk abt is practical, realistic and un-happy stuff?

Then I asked myself, did I changed into some one I didnt even recognised? Is

that parts and parcels of my life? When did I become so revengeful?

Before I entered NUS, I always thought uni people have a certain way they

think abt themselves, a certain attitude. Some even said that uni people are

very arrogant, but deep down they lose out in the corporate world, because

they have no experience and are not at all humble.

That day I knew that I was part of NUS, I sweared to myself that I will not

become one of 'those'.

But today I asked myself again, Did I become one of them?

How do I define it?

Traits of a NUS student ( Of cos it doesnt mean every single one and these

purely represent my personal views):

Simply swell-headed

Confident/over-confident

Believes strongly in their own views & what they say is important, even when sometimes its simply crap

Talk abt clubs,societies & committees as if they rule

Selfish, ultimately you hope that the other person wakes up late or forget abt the examinations

Maybe I have become one of them. I dont know.

Some one once told me," Girls study so much for what? The duty of a wife

is to take care of the husband, not to help him spend money. Study means

you spend his money."

I cant tell you how, but I was totally stung by this. Till today, I couldnt

convince myself to forgive and forget. It pierced me like a knife, but she

didnt bother to understand how important it is to me. She didnt know how

much it means to me.

Imagine how you will feel. In your entire life, everyone has looked down on

you, thinking that you are a good for nothing, one day you are gonna end up

disgracing your family honour by getting pregnant before you get married and

giving birth to a bastard. The words that come out from relatives and teachers

are dripping with sarcasm.

Finally, you did something right for once, instead of encouragement and praises,

this is what you get. Waste money.

1stly: I got a bank loan which i need to repay with my own money when i finish

my studies,, your son didnt put me thru sch.

2ndly: Although I am student, i do earn my own income, at least enough for

survival.

3rdly: What kinda fucking man will your son be, if every movie and dinner

will be paid by the girl?

4thly: What do you mean by courtship? I pay for everthing? Or we dont go

out at all? Or do we stick ourselves at home all the time like some pathetic losers?

Though this happened quite some time ago, everytime i think abt it makes

my blood boil. After this, I sorta changed. A fire raged in me that I want to

prove them wrong, my expectations abt me and abt him increased, because

I want to be better. I will not rest until I've proven myself.

It might have seem unnecessary to you, but it is important to me. Perhaps

i'm just trying to prove to myself ultimately. I didnt know that this revengeful

fire in me is destructive to myself, to him, to us.

Perhaps it was still bearable if i know he is standing on the same line as me,

perhaps if we still have that connection. Not when everytime i talk he wants

to fall asleep, mind you we are not talking on the bed. Not when everytime

I try to bring a point forward he gets defensive.

I am tried of trying. Maybe things will just work out ultimately. I dont know.

I am letting it go, to go to where the wind takes us. Other than my own life, i

cant take charge of anyone else's.

Away From That Noise

2008-07-13T23:45:00.027+08:00

Away From The City

Before I start off on my main topic today, I shall back-track abit

to Sat, which technically means yesterday. BF and I went for a mini

celebration for his promotion at a favourite restaurant: Tonkichi. I

have been going to this restaurant for i think over 10 yrs since my

relatives used to like to hold celebrations there. Anyway i have always

love the food there.

My Seafood & Pork Loin.

Pork Loin Set.

Yum Yum.

Ok enough of back-tracking. Today, we went to Mac Ritchie Reservior

to trek. Dun laugh ok. I have many faces, being sporty is one of them.

Anyway it has been going on for quite some time already, so far I've

already been to Bukit Timah & Bukit Batok Nature Reserve to trek.

Both were not as tiring as this time round. Well I promised myself

when i warm-up enough and have better stamina I will carry my

camera with me, because it will be such a waste if i didnt capture

those wonderful sceneries. So i thought today will be the day!!

We arrived at Mac Ritchie at 4pm. I thought we would finish by abt

5 plus 6. But hang on, the worst is yet to come.

View At 4pm.

So off we went, having no idea what long journey awaits us.

Lush Green.

In we went into the thick greens.

Trekking.

Views in the middle of the forest.

We walked, walked, walked & walked. Ok completing 2 km.......Ok

completing 3km......Ok left 6km....Ok left 4km.......Another 3km..... Oh

My GOD when is this ending?..... Ok another 2km....Ok cant be much

further.....DAMN IT WHEN IS THIS ENDING!!........When i finally

came out, it was already nearly 7.30pm!! We took 3 plus hours.

My god. We didnt stop some more hor.

View at 7pm.

Lots of Monkeys.

Dun laugh lor. I dun know who actually completed that.. I am so

freaking proud of myself for walking out of that damn thing alive can.

The roads are rocky and slippery, much more challenging that Bukit

Timah la. I nearly sprain my legs, nearly slip and fall flat dun know how

many times la. And i think i cannot marry bf la. He keep walking and

walking even if i fall i think he also continue to walk on lor...How can!!

Well, dun think i complain complain so much, actually i enjoyed myself

today like the past experiences. Just that it was very tiring and i think i

broke my legs. I cant feel them anymore.. Anyway, city people, i strongly

encourage everyone to walk out of the city and breathe some fresh air. Do

something crazy for once can!

P/s Ladies pls keep your high heels and fancy slippers at home, wear

comfortably and forget abt flawless make-up and dead straight hair. Its

not gonna work in that forest. I am saying this because i saw girls like

that while trekking.. Totally Pengz!!

Ok time for some Arty-Farty photos...

Anyway, when we made it out of the forest and completed the trail

much to our own amazement, we went off to Toa Payoh entertainment

centre to have our favourite Taiwan Xiao Chi.

Classic Old School BB Tea Inn.

BB Tea.

'Xian Shu' Chicken.

Ma La Mian Xian.

Oyster Sauce Claypot Chicken Rice.

Seafood Tofu.Carrot Cake.Crispy Sotong.

2008-07-10T12:55:00.004+08:00

TRIBUTE TO CSK

Since when we stop going out?

Since when it is so difficult to just meet up?

What happen to just you and me rotting together?

What happen to laughing under the sun?

He moved on, he moved on, she moved on and now you are gone too

You told me this is part of growing up, it pierced me like a knife

I thought you will always be there, but i guess i was naive

I thought we survived that, we would survive anything

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to, cause i wanna hold yours too

I am where you left me, waiting for you to come back

It pains me to know that memories are all i have

When you're gone, the things i came to know is missing too

I am tired of waiting and hoping

I no longer wait for your regular calls

I no longer leap up when you call

I no longer wish that you will turn back and look at me

When you turn back, if you ever will, you will find that i have left too

2008-07-08T00:32:00.057+08:00

SAWATDII KHA KRUNG THEP!!

DAY 1:

Reached SG airport at 5am to get DFS stuff. Too bad there wasnt Macdonald's

at Terminal 1. I missed those days where we have Mac breakfast at T1

overlooking the airplanes. Gives you the feeling of leaving here. So too bad

Mac moved out of T1 and we had to eat the disgusting Delifrance breakfast,

which is totally unlike Delifrance.

Disgusting Delifrance.

Arrived at Thailand airport like a Zombie as we only slept like 2 hours the

previous night. I didnt slept much on the plane as i was busy playing the PSP.

Without knowing it we reached le. The hotel (Grand Diamond Suite) is so

fabulous, they gave us a room straight and the room we always stayed in

even when we arrived at the hotel at 9am. It meant alot because sitting on

flights can be damn tiring, its nice for ppl to rem you and give you the VIP

treatment you see.

Dark Rings.

I couldnt wait to do shopping and discover how things have changed that i

charged out of the hotel ASAP to start my long awaited shopping!!! First stop

Krung Thong Shopping Complex. I used to get my stock from there. Small but

full of variety and cheap!! I think within 5 mins i bought something liao.. Hee.

Second Stop: Platinum Shopping Mall. Its a relatively new complex that is

enormous but more pricely. Bought ever so many things there too, but we

didnt managed to finish the whole mall cause its almost impossible. Went back

to the hotel to have my favourite Tew Chew Sharkfin Restaurant. We had my

favourite Suckling Pig!!! Love it soooo much...

The Chicken.Prawn & Jellyfish.

Mr Pig.

100% Crabmeat.

At night we went to the infamous MBK. Bullshit again. I think its a total waste

of my time. I dun understand how come everyone goes Bkk goes there and claim

that its so wonderful. End up stocking up on my Watson's products as they are

cheaper than SG. Headed back to our hotel early, bought beer to drown ourselves.

But i guess i was really too tired because i dun even rem zonking out without

even touching my drink. Poor bf end up "He Men Jiu'. Haha.

DAY 2:

Woke up at 0555. I thought i saw bf faint when i woke him up and told him

it was 6am. Haha. I felt totally refreshed as i slept at 10pm the previous night.

We decided to go for our Klong(River Boat) ride that morning.

Favourite Breakfast Buffet.

Look At His 'Steam' Face.

So off we went for a Klong ride for 1000Baht. Overpriced!! But well for the

experience, fine! Its like in another part of Bkk, not lavish nore glamourous

but very down-to-earth and realistic. Finally destination: Wat Pho (Reclining Buddha)

1000 Baht Klong

Setting Off.

River Folks.

Wat Arun.

Tha Tien

Wat Pho.

Random.

Somehow or another, we decided that we have enough of Wat (temples).

So we board a Tuk Tuk and he brought us ard Bkk. Mainly to places that

he could claim his petrol vouchers. So Off he brought us to an export centre,

selling Thailand made jewelleries to tourist at a tax free price. With certification.

Alot of ppl actually buy during this period and bring it back to SG to sell to

places like Poh Heng and Lee Hwa. They end up with a windfall.

The ppl were very nice and helpful although i didnt appear to be someone rich.

Intiatially, i saw a blue sapphire with diamond ring at the export centre, but it

cost 3200 Sing dollars. So definitely no no. I thought it was so nice and nothing

could be nicer. You must be thinking precious gems are like very old fashioned

and stuff, but no no the ones i saw were not. They were definitely very classy

and sophisticated. At the factory i saw another ring i love more than the previous

one. Damn it. Alot of ppl only know sapphire to be blue in color, but there are actually

yellow and pink sapphire. If your were to see those gems you will know what i

mean and you will be able to tell the difference between a pink sapphire from semi

precious stones which cost alot cheaper and much lower quality. There is this pink

sapphire ring framed on gold. The total caret add up to 1.9. So totally beautiful. But

this one has got no diamonds, so it only cost 900 Sing dollars. I totally love it, bf

wanted to buy it for me because even he thinks its beautiful, which is rare,

but i think its a little expensive still. I know in the first place i dun think there is

pink sapphire in Singapore yet, secondly even if there is it will definitely be a hot

buy and extremely expensive. But still 900 Sing dollars is not a small buy. But

now i come to think of it, i think i was an extremely stupid woman to reject that offer.

Damn it DAMN IT@!!!

Mr Tuk Tuk.

Ok then we went off to a tailor shop and i made a pants for abt 60 Sing.

Mum says its not cheap, but well i am not familiar with the market rate.

Last stop, we went off to Chinatown and Nakhon Kasem Market. It was a

bad place. Ok bf was excited at Nakon Kasem market because it sells all the

electronic and car stuff. Chinatown was nothing at all. Nothing interesting,

but the stuff there is very cheap la. But the stupid cab drivers there like to

chop ppl la. So we went back to the hotel totally tired. It was a long and eventful day.

In our wonderful hotel, we ordered room service and had my favourite TOm Yum

Kung. Super nice!!

Favourite Tom Yum Kung.

Pineapple Rice.

At night we went to Suan Lum Night Bazaar. Everyone told me it was closed.

But bull shit. It is still standing there good as new. I was very sad as i didnt

managed to buy the dress i saw cause it was a little stained and it was the

last piece. Sad. In the end, Happy got the most things. I bought a very

cheaper retractable dog leash and a dog collar that i realised was too small for

poor Happy.

DAY 3:

Woke up at 0630. It was a continuation of Day 2. Another impromptu decision

to book a cab off to Ayuthaya. A little town off Bangkok City. Its abt 1hr drive

away from main Bangkok city. Lesson Learnt: Ayuthaya was the capital city

before the king moved to Bangkok many hundreds of years ago. Thus it has

the taste of an old and used-to-be glamorous but forgotten city. The ruins

stayed on looking sad and lonely. It was a beautiful sight. Something you

definitely do not see anyway else. It took us a total of 15oo baht for the cabbie

to bring us around the town of Ayuthaya like a personal tour guide.

Wat Yai Chaya

Sticking Gold Foils On Buddha's Body.

Golden Buddha.

Feeding The Fish.

So Many The Fish.

We went for the elephant ride too!! Expensive. 1000Baht for two ppl. But

well its an experience. I totally love elephants, i dun know why. But i think they

are so cute and smart. They actually looked left and right before crossing the

roads. Haha. So adorable!!

Cute Baby Elephant.

Our Turn.

Elephant Riding.

Views on Elephant 1.

Views On Elephant 2.

All are impressive. But the most impressive of all is also the largest ruins of all.

Wat Maha That. An old Monk Monastery which was partly destroyed by war

few thousand years ago. We can still feel the former grandeur of the place.

As you know Thailand is supposed to be very religious, it was even more

profound a few thousand years back. The sheer size of the structures already

made a statement.

The Entrance.

Funny.

The Sheer Size.

Wat Maha That.

Ruins.

Sweet.

At late noon, we walked around at Pratunum Market, baiyoke and Indra Sq.

But fruitless. Only bought guys stuff for Dad and Bro. Nothing for myself.

At night we went to Patpong just for fun. There isnt much to do during the night

in Bangkok unless you like to pub and drink. As usual we were harressed by

many ppl in Patpong to go and look at the Ping Pong Shows and the Thai Girls Shows.

Seriously i was sorely tempted and extremely curious but i think it somehow is

offensive to a woman when you see other women make use of their bodies to

do offensive actions. I am weird. So we didnt do anything but ate Macdonald's.

Double Fillet O Fish!!! I love them i dun know why SG doesnt sell them anymore.

After walking and walking for 3 days straight, both of us were exhausted so we

decided to go for a foot massage. I managed to convince bf to go togehter( he was afraid of

kicking the ppl) so we enjoyed an hour of foot, shoulders, hand and head massage for 2

50 Baht per ppl. We walked out extremely satisfied. We headed back to the hotel at

abt 12 midnight. Watched our favourite HBO and Star Movies. The only spoil-spot

is that they keep playing Spider Man 3 and The Covenant. Duhz??

DAY 4:

Sadly, it seemed so fast and it is already the last night of our trip. Having

an extremely eventful and fulfilling last 3 days, we decided to take it slow

and just rot ourselves in the hotel. I tried to do some more shopping at

Platinum Mall as we didnt finish walking on the first day, but decided we

were too tired. We went back to the hotel to have room service again. But

didnt really enjoy it. Green Curry and Coconut Milk Ton Tum Chicken.

Not too nice.

At noon we went down to the pool to relax and unwind. I love to swim in a

private pool. Clean and less disturbance.

Rot till 7pm. Too bad it was raining like mad. But lucky they provide

umbrellas in the hotel. So thoughtful. We made our way slowly and

painfully to the seafood restaurant near our hotel. We ate our favourite

Sharkfin and big-head prawns. But sadly to say, it wasnt as nice as it used

to be. And i end up having indigestion for the night. So we just walked

around the night markets there in the rain and decided to retired back to our hotel.

Prawns That Are No Longer As Nice.

Fins.

P.S I dun know what happened to my Scallop Dish Pic and i figured out that no one is interested in the Kang kong Dish.

TV watching again and at 11pm, we went off to a Traditional Massage at

our hotel for 410 baht per ppl. No bad. But i was disappointed as my bones

didnt creak as much as i want it to. I guess i am already flexible. Bf said he

creaked like nobody's business. Haha. But well, it was good as i was having a back ache.

DAY 5:

A sad day because i will be back to the stressful SG in another few hours.

The plan was actually to go Chatuchak but we decided not to as i have

already bought my Bikini. So we shopped at the unfinished Platinum

Mall and bought yet more clothings. Ate A& W. Disappointed that the KFC

there doesnt sell Colonial Strips anymore. At 3pm we waited at the hotel lobby

playing PSP as both of us wasnt sure what time the coach was coming to fetch

us to the airport.

Finally at 6pm, the coach came. And off we went to the airport. Didnt do

anything at the airport. We didnt have dinner as we didnt have enough

Thai Baht and didnt wanna change money anymore. REached SG at 0005.

Goodbye Thailand: The Land Of Smiles

Summary:

ME:

7 tops
1 tailor-made pants
2 bangles
1 Hp pouch
1 clutch pouch
1 pair of shoes
1 Bikini
1 Shishedo facial wash
1 Shishedo skin softener
1 Estee Lauder Mascara
1 Burberry Perfume
1 Baileys
1 Jacob Creeks' Sparkling Rose

Mum:

2 tops

Dad:

1 shirt
1 belt

Bro:

1 shirt
1 T-shirt
1 belt

Happy:

1 retractable leash
1 collar
2 pairs of shoes
1 dog shirt

BF:

3 long sleeve shirts
1 short sleeve shirt
1 pair of shoes
1 bermudas
1 polo t
3 ties
10 pieces of DVD RW
1 2GB Kingston USB

Total Spending: 1.3K SGD

Ps: BF got promoted and is working as a LOGISTIC OFFICER wef the

recent MON!! Congrats!!

PPS: BF got me a belated bday present! The

*BLING BLING* slippers from Pazzion!! The slippers

which i always stick my face on the display window just

to get a glance of it?? OMG!! ( I dun know what happened to

the pic again)

Sawati Kha! Aw Pay Krung Thep Leew!

2008-06-27T13:16:00.003+08:00

Sawati Kha!!

Chan aw pay Krung Thep leew! Chan Sanuk maak! Chan chccp

kin aahaan thay maakmaak phrc waa aahaan thay arcy maak!

Chan yaak kin puu kin tom yum kung. Chan ko yaak ca pay suu

khung suu khung suu khung!! Chan ca pay Krung Thep thii wan

angkhaan naa pay haa wan kha! Leew phop kan may kha!

Chan Rak Khun kha!!

Muahaha.....

None of your get what i am talking abt right? Dun worry, there's nothing

wrong with your computer. Its just THAI!!!! Haha. Ok i only expect Ling

to understand that foreign language. So here's the translation...

Hello, everyone!! I'm going to Bangkok already! I'm very happy! I like to eat

Thai food very much because thai food is delicious! I wanna eat crab and also

prawn Tom Yum. I also wanna go buy things, go buy things, go buy things!! (haha)

I will be going Bangkok next Tuesday and i will be going for 5 days! I will see you

guys around and i Love YOu!!!

Muahaha....

Now you get it? I know it kinda sounds very retarded to you. But well, i think

it is already an achievement because i can speak like a primary 2 in Thailand

and people actually understand here and there. Phonetics in Thai is relatively

human already lor, you should have tried to read and write Thai, can die la.

One small paragraph take dun know how long to read man. So anyway, i am

off to a well deserved trip finally after sooooo long. I am really excited abt it

and i have already plan a veryyyy lonnnnnggg schedule for me and bf!! YEAH!!!!

I am gonna Too Rakka, Too Rakka, Too Rakka... Haha, ok it means, Bargain,

Bargain and Bargain!!!!

Love Love!!!

23 YEARS OLD!!!

2008-06-19T14:25:00.041+08:00

Birthday Celebration!!

This is gonna be a long blog in the first place because i decided to

write everything in one go instead of separately. So here it goes.

From last week...

10th June 2008: Celebration of the June Babies!

The usual bunch with one new comer: Thomas! Welcome Welcome!!

We went to Shokudo @ Raffles City. I was so excited as i have never

been there before. Food was pretty nice too. I like the Sashimi

Opps. The Only Pic I Have At Dinner!

Later in the evening we went off to a cafe in Esplanade and had fun

taking photos. Thomas had a big ass SLR with him and we took very

nice photos. Quote from Juan:" All we need is a good SLR, we wont

need Al**te!!" Haha. If you guys get what i mean you will get the joke..

Muahaha... I love that girl's sharp tongue!

Hahaha: Part 1

Hahaha: Part 2

A Grp Pic.

15th June 2008: Daddy's & Daughter's Day

It so happens that Father's day is my bday too! So me and my Daddy

celebrated the special together. Its been a long time since i celebrated my

bday with my family. Only now we have an additional member in our family:

Sammy. Welcome Welcome!!

So in the morning we went to Shangri-la Singapore to have lunch at Shang

Palace. Very oriental restaurant but expensive too. You gotta pay for the

ambience dear..

The Entrance.

Nice Way of Choosing Expensive Tea.

Food!Should Try The Congee. VEry Nice!

Couples.

Daddy & Me.

Mummy & Me.

Daddy & Mummy.

Daddy, Me & Mummy.

Zhiwei & Me.

Family Portrait.

Too Bad Bro & Happy Not Here.

Extended Family.

My Daddy Likes To Act Cute.

Act Hiao.

US Again.

The Queen.

In the afternoon we went over to our Grandma's house in Tampines.

Though it was a long journey but everyone was more than happy. Then

something happen that really make me remember this year's bday for life.

My Grandma presented me with a pure gold ring. She had a pair and gave

one to me. I was so touched i nearly cried. Somehow i had mixed feelings.

Part of me feel honoured, part of me sad, part of me denial. I dun know but

somehow it caused a heavy feeling in my heart. I think its guilt. My Grandma

used to dote on me the most when i was younger and being a child in a big family

it was very impt. But when we both got older, the times i visited her became lesser.

It was always abt being busy. But i guess its just an excuse. It makes me really

scared and frightened at the same time. Presenting me with a family heirdoom is

not a funny thing. It meant responsibility and somehow when old people do

these sort of things i doesnt feel nice. I think you get the drift. Haiz. Enough of

these emo shit.

So at night we went to the fishing village at Sim Ming where my uncle has a

store there selling bbq food like clams and stingray. So if you drop by there

say my name I'm sure he will give you a discount! The few of us downed 3

huge crabs and other stuff. We went home tired but happy and satisfied.

16th June 2008: JB Cum Celebration

I have been to JB for like a hundred times, but never once i went in to

just shop and eat. I used to just pump petrol then go out. I have always wanted to go in to shop like average Singaporeans. So its a wish come true when Gerald organized the trip. He is a good tour guide as he knows what to do and where to go and most importantly how to go abt doing it. So he is a good planner and generally a good travel partner. Hee.

I still cant believe he carried that 'bigger-than-Thomas' big ass SLR' all the way pass the custom and into malaysia, when i nearly died just by walking and the heat.

Early in the morning, ok maybe afternoon we went off to the checkpoint to begin our journey.

First stop: Restoran Bamboo: Herbal Chicken.

Xue.Ken.Ling

Second Stop: Old Town White Coffee Cafe: Coffee-ing.

Ling.Xue.Ger.

Third Stop: City Square: Shopping.

Shop.Shop.Shop.

Fourth Stop: City Square: Secret Recipe: Bday Celebration & Cakes.

Pickering

Grp Pic.

Fifth Stop: Tama Food Centre: Seafood.

Cheap.Cheap.Cheap.Cheap Seafood.

18th June 2008: Huan Yun's Treat.

Long time friend Huan Yun, being a very nice guy decided to gimme a treat for my bday. Haha. So he brought me to Yan Ge Lou @ Chinatown to eat Dim Sum then for our KTV. No pics, because none of us brought camera. Still it was a fun event for two old friends to meet up. Hee.

Daniel's 24th @ Conrad

2008-06-18T11:43:00.014+08:00

Daniel's 24th @ Conrad Centennial

Ok This is gonna be a quick one. I am supposed to meet Huan Yun

at 1pm. I think i will be late again. Anyway, ok Daniel's Bday. It was

held at Conrad Centennial Singapore. It's a very nice hotel with

extremely big and comfy toilet. Haha you might think toilet is not

impt be i think it determines the overall comfort level of your stay

in the hotel. People were very sporting and it was generally a fun

event even when i didnt know half of the people before.

Thanks Daniel!

Anyway that was already last sat, but i am only writing now

because i just got the photos recently. So here it is. I think your

can find the bday boy quite easily.

I Love The WallPaper:Courtesy From Kyan.

Game Time: Some guys are so funny when they are drunk. Hee

A Group Picture: I Think You Know Who Is The Bday Boy.

Xue.Jason.Chris.Kyan

Free Gadgets Day

2008-06-13T02:26:00.008+08:00

Free Gadgets Day

I cant wait to write this down. One mth ago M1 sent me a $100 voucher,

so i decided to make a trip to M1 since bf says he will pay whatever balance.

I the end i was pretty disappointed as there wasnt a phone i like. So out of

all the rest, i decided to get a samsung SGH F700. In the end i was so pissed off

with the lady because she told me i cant trade in my old phone because of that

hideous crack on the screen (If you know what i am talking abt). So i decided

not to pay a single cent to M1 and so i use the voucher to get a 'free' phone.

W910i

Well, i was pretty happy with the new phone because it was slicker and prettier

than the samsung one. I still havent regret my 'buy' yet.

Later on in the night i think bf very happy because he didnt need to fork out a

single cent earlier so he decided to watch a movie : Kung Fu Panda. Normally we

wont watch during weekends but i think he good mood. Anyway having a little

time before our movie, we went to the arcade and played a machine called " lighthouse".

Basically you are supposed to have three tries and in the end the numbers must

add up to six. So in went our first $1 coin and Wala!! WE WON......

Sony PSP Slim-White!!

I am seriously not kidding you or anything. I couldnt believe my eyes either

when i won it!!

Anyway that was last Sun. Today i went back to the same arcade again

wanting to win that DS Lite too. And Wala! I saw a Lavender Purple PSP!! OH MY GOD !!

I WANT THAT!!!

Sony PSP-Lavender Purple

Too bad we didnt have enough $1 coins. We just missed it by 1. Damn it..

Anyway bf told me there is a Rose Pink one in Westmall..I WANT!! Its not

the poisonous pink Kelvin has, its a softer shade. So nice. I think this time

round Sony came out with alot nicer colors, there is the blue one also.. OMG!!

Sony PSP-Rose Pink

Talking abt appreciating what you have in life already...Haha..

Outing With The New NUS Friends!

2008-06-13T01:36:00.016+08:00

Outing With New NUS Friends!

Well, if you guys have been reading or have been hearing me complain, i thought

i would never have friends in NUS. I meant like go-out kinda friends, talk rot on

MSN kinda friends. I have 'friends' in NUS but mostly for proj and stuff but never

the kind whereby you will pour your heart out to.

Well, as alot of you know, i took up a kinda lame module last sem: Chinese Tradition

So old time buddy: Seah Huiling was psycho-ed into taking it with me. I think she in turn

went to psycho her old time buddy: Gerald to take with us. Thats how i got to know him

Anyway he is such a cute person. So on the day we took our results we decided to hang

out together on that following mon, together with one of their friend: Kenneth whom

i have only met once before. So there it is, we ended up having some kinda

Dim Sum at same kinda store instead of Yum Cha, and the promised KTV session,

went to some place that sells fish like Fish & Co. @ Central and lastly to IndoChine at

Clarke Quay to have wine. So nice to be hanging out with a different mix rather than the

old gang you see. But i still love all of your, dun worry!

Gerald & Kenneth

KTV-ing.

Gerald & Ling

Me & Gerald

ME.

Kenneth & Me.

The Grand Finale.

Fish!!

IndoChine

The Gang of 4.

Happy's 1st Birthday!!

2008-06-11T12:33:00.026+08:00

Happy's 1st Birthday!

Time flies.. Its been 10 mths ago when a new family member joined our already big family.

However, instead of making the house more overcrowded, it managed to bring fun and laughters

to our home. He is the one thing all of us love and he is the one thing that brought our family

closer. He is furry. He is cute. He is none other than.......... HAPPY SUM!!

Since Happy was from Pet Safari, we didnt exactly know his bday, but when we bought him they

told us he was abt 3 mths old then. Thus we decided his bday to be every 1st of June. Yeah!

Another June baby in the house. Anyway my dad was asking me whether there are dog cakes

be sold, i told him i didnt think so. But ironically, i saw the exact thing we were looking for on my

proj trip to East Coast/Joo Chiat area some mths ago. So for all dogs lovers who would like to

give your dogs a treat, you can visit:

US Doggie Bakery

http://www.usdb.com.sg/

Many many doggie merchandies to choose from. Dog biscults also very nice, they also have

doggie lunch boxes! Most importantly, there are many dog cakes available although its

better to call them to order first.

Happy's New gift: Adi-dog

Happy Hates to Take Photos

ARGH!!!

Run Away....

Happy Birthday To You.

Happy Birthday To Happy!

Happy Birthday To You!!

The nicest photo of all.

The Cake.

Blog Test..

2008-06-11T01:50:00.003+08:00

BLOG Test...

Yo YO YO!!! Hihi I've decided to start a new Blogspot Blog. The reason being:

I hate Friendster Blogs because the pictures always appear small and not clear at all
I wanna share my beautiful pictures with everyone!!

Ok i know its kinda lame because i look like a mountain turtle or something only starting a blog now. I know I know. Ok la i am not at all IT savy can??

Actually i have tried to start a blogspot blog a few yrs back but i simply am too lazy to keep up with it and at that time i find it a little not user friendly. Anyway i've decided to give it another try.

Dun LAUGH hor!!

Anyway i think i am going to blog from here from now on, provided i remember my password and everything else.

So ok READY? GET SET? GOOOOO!!!!