Today marks the last day of my long and final hoilday in my entire life.

A little unbelievable. I know i know. You must be thinking i'm kicking up

a big fuss over nothing, when you have already been working for like yrs

already. Well, cant i just enjoy this moment a little more?

So anyway, Mr Nice Guy, Huan Yun took me out for lunch again.

What i mean ' took' is that its his treat again. Oops!

Hee.He is so nice that he is giving me lunch treats on his pay day

for 3 times in a row! Which technically means 3 mths.

He was telling how much he must let me try this Jap Buffet in

China Town. So finally, we went.

Filled To The Brim.

Himawari.

The Boss.

The restaurant was not too bad. You can eat till you puke.

I think they are quite famous of their Sha-bu Sha-bu. I like the

Sashimi (as usual). Well, at least this is fresh enough!

Its considered pretty ok for that price. Lunch will be $30++

Anyway, after bursting our stomachs, we went for the promised

KTV session. Oh i miss those days when i sing every week.

Anyway, as i said earlier, today is perhaps my last holiday because i'll

be graduating really soon in another 3 months?

Sometimes this feeling really sucks. It is like i'm at this T-junction,

I'll really have to decide what to do and where to go.

Which route to take really? The left? The right? Go Straight?

Or just stop?

A wrong route may just make me lost throughout my life

or it might hinder my progress and waste more time.

It is really a scary feeling to know that you are finally leaving

school behind forever.

Some said the outside world is much better because money is a

powerful thing, while many still tell me how nice it is to be

a student. Well, for once, I'm really coming out to the 'world'

and by then i'll probably know which is better.

I'm looking forward to it, yet I am scared.

I'm scared of not finding job.

I'm scared of not finding the right job.

I'm scared of getting lousy pay.

I'm scared i will just suck in everthing.

I know i'll definitely miss my holidays

Just rotting at home reading a book,

thinking abt nonsensical stuff.

I always hated school from the beginning.

In secondary school, i always skip lessons thinking that the outside

world is much more colorful and exciting. I only started to realise how

nice it is to be in school when i graduated and everyone is leaving.

In Poly, i only went for Tutorials and skip almost every Lect.

I only started appreciating campus life in my last sem.

In Uni, times were tough and i didnt have the time or energy

to enjoy myself as much as i could.

Still, i am trying here to enjoying whatever time that is remaining.

It is so sad to just see time slipping thru your hand no matter

how hard you try to grasp it.

It will be gone and will never come back.

Something i have learn in the process of growing up.

Kelvin said i am living in the past, although it felt like a slap across

the face, never once i felt like i was foolish.

Perhaps people will grow apart when they grow older, but i will hold

on for as long as i can.

Perhaps i will be heart-broken again on the way, but i know i'll never

regret having those fond memories. Having done those things.

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Anyway, on a lighter note, I'm going on a date to a Concerto!

Me and Bf, Dien and dun know who. Anyway, i really

missed those days where we went for theatrical plays and musicals.

I am glad bf made an effort to at least try to learn to appreciate

such stuff. He knows i will feel miserable if such things were

permanently cut out of my life. Aww..

Another lighter note, I think i am going to the F1 race in Sept!!! OMG

I wanna be the bunny girl!!

Okok, seriously, as long as bf give the green light i'm going to

book tickets to the race!!! Ok fine, i can only afford the walk-abouts.

Definitely not those grand stands! The highest cost a whooping 2k plus

and the cheapest is like 200 plus!! My god!

I wished i had that money though.

I love F1!!!!